A lyric from a song came back to me today. Hit me so hard. He had been speaking to me... Singing to me all those many years ago... All that time I had thought I was alone!! When reality is I wasn't listening.
A song from way back then, cough high school, came straight to my heart tonight. A song that had been planted deep into my heart so many years ago. A song I had played on repeat a million times and sang it over and over again; not really understanding the meaning but dreaming of flying away. Flying far far away.
But still scared of the unknown...scared to trust....scared to love.
Little did I know that one day while walking I would hear this song come to my mind. A song that I had forgotten about. I was able to sing every verse. Every line. Oh and how I would see clearly now...oh what a feeling.
"Love Song For A Savior"
Jars of Clay
In open fields of wild flowers,
she breathes the air and flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
So here I am almost 20 years later and I am that girl today. So many years ago I wanted to be that girl but something held me back. Today though; no holding back.
I want to fall more in love with Him. I can thank Him for roses and daisies. Also the storms and for the rainbows that have yet to come.
I am starting to see the meaning in it all. I see Him and trust him; and I am leaning to see Him better and trust him more.
He called me and continues to call and I come running. I don't feel the chains on my soul any more!
So today I ask you. What about you?!? Are you holding back? Do you want to fall more in love with Him? Do you want to feel the chains lifted?
Don't wait any longer. Don't. I promise you He was there during every moment of your life; good and bad. He has and will never leave you. He will love you unconditionally. He will show you amazing glimpses of where he was during your life; if you let him.
So what do you have to do? Ask Him I to your life. Admit that you have sinned and ask for forgiveness! Ask for a renewed life in His name! That is it! He loves you.
Always has and always will. He is calling you! Run to him!!! Tell Him you want to fall in love with Him! I promise He won't disappoint!!
Now here is the hard part....okay not hard but just a must! Tell someone you asked Jesus into your life today!
I never understood why this was important BUT I think (know) that the enemy wants us to be alone and doesn't want us to tell people. Satan makes us think we are crazy or whatever stupid lies that he tells us BUT reality is Satan knows when we tell someone and it takes something and puts it into the light and then he has no hold over it. So tell someone!!!
I encourage you to find a friend or shout it out!!! Send a comment to me!!! Whatever is comfortable for you!!! Just tell someone!
Okay?!? Okay.
❤️KGB