that is what I feel; when days are rough
that is what I think I am; when the invitation doesn't come
that is what I have believe; when rejection happens again
that is what my heart has; when I don't rejoice
that is what I hear; when I am screaming for help
this is what I see; when I do my best
this is what happens; when I am not brave
this is what overwhelms; when I don't seek
that is what I have; when I refuse him as king
that is what I leave with; when my time is over